[Birthdays] It’s my mom‘s 47th birthday and my grandfather‘s 75th birthday today! Unfortunately, I didn’t get to eat during my mom’s birthday dinner because I had eaten before then and there was no way I could have taken another bite of anything. *sigh.
[Life] I really haven’t been myself these days. I’ve been totally out of sorts and I keep forgetting things (not that this one’s anything new but it has gotten a bit worse). I’m so stressed out. I think I’m going to be a wreck by the time we have our midterms. I was thinking of doing absolutely NOTHING this Sunday but I still have to study for our first long exam in Comparative Anatomy (Lec.) and hopefully, Beh will be coming over. I haven’t seen her since last November, before she went to Baguio. I really miss my best friend… We both haven’t been able to confide in anyone since we entered college. She’s still the only one who knows me. I’m so afraid of opening up to other people that I almost always push them away, albeit unintentionally. And it really makes me sad that there are still times when I can’t talk to my shujin without censoring myself. I can’t remember the last time I let myself be completely vulnerable… 
[College] I’ve been studying endoskeletons for too long… My mind is filled with names of bones, cartilages, and processes. Aaaaaaarrrgh! I can’t take this anymore! 
And I’ll never be able to look at chickens the same way again! Anyway, I want to thank everyone who commented on my last blog. You really cheered me up! 
I’m slightly happier now but I’m too exhausted to dwell on my current altered state of consciousness. 
[Random] Why do I contradict myself?
[Fluid Pen] My collective Fluid Pen has found a host! Thank you so much for hosting FPC, Gean! I adore you! 
You can now visit the collective at http://fluidpen.tuldok.org.
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Jam: your graphics is so nice! did you make in on a computer program or something?
Thank you! 
I use Adobe Photoshop 7.0 to make graphics + layouts.
[Quote] “Fate exists but it can only take you so far, because once you’re there it’s up to you to make it happen.” ~Can’t Hardly Wait
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Happy Birthday to your Mom and Lolo ^_^
I like what you’re studying…we’re studying Molecular weight now ^^;
btw…can I advertise my domain here?
Wow – Grreat site! You’ve got sooo much content… I first read your blog, then I checked out the site.. now I can’t remember what you wrote – lol –
I really like how you made those topics in your blog! I know the feeling of forgetting things.. hmm.. have that all the time! It’s terrible! Like Dory! 
Hope you’re going to be happier soooon again! Keep up this excelent work! 
hehe.. love those smileys!! XoX
Happy Birthday to your mom and grandfather! And I’m sorry about how stressed you are right now! Just concentrate on college, and everything will be better soon! Take care!
Its kick ass that you have all those installation services, I could have used those so much instead of attempting to do it myself 5 million times LOL….cool site, I like that < <<< graphic, cool layout
Tell them I said happy birthday and I hope everything gets better, soon.
hehe… two family birthdays in one day. i think i would die. lol
anyways thanx for the comment on my site!! 
oxox em
Wow, very cool layout. It’s really unique. I know how you feel about opening up to people. It’s really hard for me too sometimes, and I definitely feel more comfortable around some people more than others.
Happy Birthday to your mom and grandfather! That must be interesting having two family birthdays on the same day. That’d be cool if you had a cake for each person… Yeah, I’m a cake person.
How have you been sweetheart?! I haven’t talked to you for the longest time. Your entries seem a little bit on the gloomy side lately..but cheer up…things will turn out fine in the end..Hang on!
hey gurl! happy birthday to your mother and grandfather!!! LOL=) loving this layout
buh byeez 
I love this beautiful assasin!!! I love biology but too many terms to memorize.
It’s so awful to feel stressed out all the time. I think I’ve been stressed out every day this year. Try to get some time for yourself. :D
Happy b-day to your GrandFather! ^_^ I feel the same way you do too. Too much stress. I’m been in and out all the time. Blank staring..memory loss..all that crap. ACk..but I’m done with the midterms..FINALLY. Good luck with yours. haha..well when your studying ..you should take some breaks in between.
I hope your mom and grandfather have good birthdays! This is a really creative layout…awesome.
Hope your mom and grandfather had a great birthday! Ick, I finally stopped thinking about endoskeleton related things over the summer…lol. Hope everything gets better for you soon!
Yeah Comparative Anatomy doesn’t sound that great =( I don’t think I could do it. But then I probably would never take it. You have a great site here. I have been checking it out. Great content too =)