02 March 2004, Tuesday
Deviant Acts
[College] This has been my worst term so far. I’m not doing as well as I should be and although I know it’s mostly my fault, I’m not doing anything to improve things. I got most of my midterm grades and I guess I’m doing fine but I’m definitely not meeting anyone’s expectations. Oh well. Tough luck. 
Oh, remember Tom? The cat we’re dissecting? After we take out his heart, lungs, and brain, we’ll be getting a new cat for dissection. 
*sigh. Poor nekos! Anyway… Deviant Acts. This will be the topic of our next field work for Sociology. We’ll have to commit socially unacceptable acts and document the witnesses’ reactions. 
That should be fun. 
[Friends] Lehmar and Jamie are alive! I think the last time I talked to Lehmar was towards the end of sophomore year (HS). I even remember the last words he said to me - something about studying too hard. Who, me? 
Harhar. Lehmar, you dope! We never heard from you again! And I think Jamie moved away. She’s my master. Gah! I miss her a lot… Then I saw Sisco’s profile. *sigh. He moved to Canada a few months ago and I never got to say goodbye to him. We were pretty close during sophomore year but I rarely saw him after that. I hope he’s doing okay… 
I miss my old friends… GAH! I MISS HIGH SCHOOL!
[Question] What is one thing you did for the first time that you would never do again?
My mom’s answer: Get married.
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 3:08:31 am
You know, all those weird class names and things you do in college has really gotten me wondering WHAT you are studying… it’s all so different from everything I know o.O;;
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 4:02:33 am
Commiting socially unacceptable acts sounds like so much fun.
I feel like I’m not doing as well as I can in school. I’ve been lazy lately. I’m still making good grades, but I don’t feel like I’m putting in enough effort.
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 5:57:02 am
Aww! I’m sorry about college!! Hope next term will be better!
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 11:55:52 am
i fear college, now even more so. you make it sound so hard!! ahh!! i know i’m gunna miss high school too, but isn’t the freedom of a college a bit better?
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 12:04:20 pm
Walk on thin ice… like literally. It didn’t break so I didn’t fall in but if I did it would suck… lol.
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 5:01:18 pm
Eep you’re disecting a cat? I was holding a kitty when you said that x.x *covers cat’s eyes* Goodluck with the new one though -
03 March 2004, Wednesday at 6:44:05 pm
My grades are slipping too… I have to do work right now but as you can tell, I’m not. It doesn’t help that I’m watching Pirates of the Caribbean too lol! It’s fine, just do you’re best. I bet you’re doing better than me anyway.
04 March 2004, Thursday at 4:44:00 am
Are you in college?? And you’re sixteen. Cool… You’re dissecting a cat
eep. I don’t think I could to that. 
Poor kitty-witty! 
04 March 2004, Thursday at 5:03:53 am
Whoa Fatima? You’ve been married before? x.x;
I’d probably never ask a guy to the dance again, gonna stick with the old fashion guy-asking-girl, turns out he couldn’t go so it spoiled my dance… I probably will do it again tho, seeing as the boys here are all so… slow…
04 March 2004, Thursday at 6:12:03 am
ahhhh im sos cared for college now :(:( lol oh well i still have like tons of years left to go so it’s all good
04 March 2004, Thursday at 8:35:54 am
wow. .. is college that bad?=/ i hope u do better or atleast try mayb in the end you will ..
04 March 2004, Thursday at 9:24:13 am
this layout rocks.. if only it were mozilla compatible..
anyway maybe you should make yourself do something about the grades, as difficult as it may be
04 March 2004, Thursday at 10:02:43 am
Whew, I hope college gets better for you. But I can’t say I could imagine missing HS, LOL. And it’s always awesome to meet up with old friends.
04 March 2004, Thursday at 1:33:51 pm
Right before I read about dissecting the cat I had taken a sip of chocolate milk and I almost spit it out, lol. We dissected cats in high school, although I didn’t do it. I didn’t dissect anything except the thing the teacher made me do, the earth worm. For all the others I went down to the library and did reports instead. Cutting up animals and things is just not for me…
04 March 2004, Thursday at 7:15:37 pm
Oh my gosh fatima, i love cats very very very much and it just hurts me to know that cats are now for experiments too. It really saddens me..
anyway, did you get my email? i replied to ur email already. thanks.
05 March 2004, Friday at 1:25:28 am
Sorry you’re having such a bad term. Things will get better
05 March 2004, Friday at 9:01:16 am
oh god tima!!!! you’re dissecting cats? *dies* I’m sorry…but I’m an extremist for animal rights and I’d like to protest against these things.
I know it isn’t your fault and you’re not doing this for fun…only because you have to for a grade. I still love you hehe 
Ah…no wonder I’m failing my classes, you’re a good example still as a modle student. I’m a horrible one haha
05 March 2004, Friday at 9:32:16 am
disceting cats….?
LOL. I’ve heard os disceting frogs… but cats….?
Anyways, I hope you can see some of your past friends again…. it’s sad when friendships grow apart.
05 March 2004, Friday at 10:49:01 am
OMFG you poor thing you have to go through dissecting a cat?! I swear I’d never ever do that, no matter how much I need it for education lol…its just sick. I’m sorry you think it’s the worst term, I would agree too if I was dissecting a kitty=(
05 March 2004, Friday at 2:21:06 pm
Fatima!!! Guess what? Kilala ko na itong prof na ito.. thank you very very though much for trying to help me.. uhmm i might drop by lasalle on apr 19. take care and God bless!
05 March 2004, Friday at 2:35:33 pm
love ya layout but it’s a bit freaky lol same me grades are slipping and i’m like freaked out X
05 March 2004, Friday at 4:23:20 pm
ack! dissecting cats??? i’m gonna faint… xD xD
06 March 2004, Saturday at 4:52:45 am
Aww I’m sorry you didnt do well this term, I didnt either. *sigh* Well you’ll improve, i’m sure! Great site, I <3 the layout!
06 March 2004, Saturday at 7:42:34 am
That’s a very wonderful activities you got for school–except the cat dissection though. Dont worry I’m sure you’ll do very fine in your term.
It’s always cool to be "reunited" with past friends, makes you go back memory lane. 
06 March 2004, Saturday at 9:22:56 am
no not the kitty!
06 March 2004, Saturday at 12:32:15 pm
I would notttt be able to disect a cat. Oh man.. I was gonna major in Biology.. I guess I’ll have to..
That sounds like a lot of fun in Sociology!! 
06 March 2004, Saturday at 3:08:29 pm
Disecting Again Eh? Poor Nekos! Good luck with your term, Ate Fatima!
06 March 2004, Saturday at 3:36:54 pm
i still pretty much hang out with my old friends. but you do end up missing friends that you don’t see much anymore. -sigh- that’s always a sad thing.
i’m having a stressful time at high school! i’m procastinating too much! argh! and i actually miss middle school!! -sigh- i wish they could invent the time machine so you could relive those wonderful moments you had with friends! sometimes i feel that way. don’t you?
well, i do hope you have a better time at college and i do hope you see your old friends again. i don’t think they’ll ever forget a person like you!
07 March 2004, Sunday at 1:15:00 am
Dissection is so pointless and gross. Killing animals for that, ugh.
07 March 2004, Sunday at 1:45:20 am
Hey *hopes this works*
I hope you got my e-mail *has a feeling it didn’t get through*.
I miss you
07 March 2004, Sunday at 6:54:14 am
that’s is what i hate about dissection. we kill animals. aww. poor cats. well, ate fatima school will be okay for you. just have time management and study harder. but don’t forget you still have your social life.
07 March 2004, Sunday at 9:26:22 am
Aww sweetie, don’t worry too much about your results and stuff. Just make sure you put in the effort, and the good grades will start coming in. Take care sweetie. <3