16 March 2004, Tuesday
The Ephemerality of Love
[Love] Love is ephemeral. Humans are ephemeral so doesn’t it make sense that love, which is something we are supposedly capable of feeling, is transient too? If that’s true, I’d rather believe what Agent Smith said, that love is just a word. If love won’t last, then what’s the point in loving? But then again, there’s no sense in living if you don’t risk loving someone… Gah! I’m contradicting myself again! 
[Stuff] Chris (halfbreedflip), sorry I haven’t replied - I ran out of credits. You’re getting a new car?! Lucky you! Anyway, how’s the weather? I hope you’re not freezing there… 
[House] Our house is in disarray. The walls are being repainted so we’ve been moving stuff around. My walls will be painted a lovely mint green next week. :D So, have you guessed? I’m moving back to my old room! 
Yay!
[The Marine FL] The fanlisting for my wonderful online friend Marine has found a new host! The Marine Fanlisting will be moving to MaddyMaba.com soon! The new url will be: http://marine.maddymaba.com.
[Q&A]
Chette: Can I link back to you? I am a friend of Ate Shymk… can we be friends? thank you ^_^
Sure! 
I’ll link back to you too. Thanks!
[Quote] “Do you believe in love? I bet you don’t, you’re probably too sensible for that. Have you ever seen someone and you know that if only that person really know you, they’d dump the perfect model they were with and realize that you are the one they want to grow old with? Have you ever fallen in love with someone you’ve never talked to? Have you ever been so alone you spent the night confusing a guy in a coma?” ~While You Were Sleeping
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 2:13:58 am
hey! were still cool. the weather here sucks! i have tennis practice today and i have to stay outside. no comments for now about love. we guys are not good in that kind of stuff. some of us prefer "expressing our love rather than to think about it all day."
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 4:14:32 am
thanx 4 stopin by my site i’ll make sure to stop by here on the regular..
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 4:52:04 am
I love that quote from While You Were Sleeping. Sandy pulled it off so well.
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 6:46:20 am
Interesting love quote and sentiment! Love…is something I *want* to believe in. I don’t believe in fate, but I really want to believe in soul mates and true love. (Yep, I’m a Roswell fan- it’s what we’re known for, lol) But then again, true love always happens in the movies, but when I have I seen examples of this in real life? I don’t think ever…
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 8:12:20 am
ohhh… mint green….
lol… too much surgar intake… :D
anyhow, I love how you expressed your opinon on love, and the quote fits so perfectly!
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 12:26:13 pm
mmm…I love mint green!! Sooo soothing.
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 1:35:08 pm
Good luck with your room! I need to paint mine really badly. My back TV/guest room is painted mint green also :D!
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 6:29:45 pm
i sometimes also contradict myself.. haha not sometimes, often times… :LOL
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 6:36:27 pm
Oooh i agree about the love thing. i even believe that "love is just a trick of the brain combined with enzymes and hormones." yet im not completely convinced … :blank:
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 7:35:02 pm
Awesome site !!! <33
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 8:53:30 pm
I think I contradict myself in just abot every blog, but I agre with you. Love is just a word. Oh and While You Were Sleeping was an awesome movie
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 11:10:30 pm
17 March 2004, Wednesday at 11:55:25 pm
Wow, that’s the first blog i’ve gone to where the owner has like talked about something really deep! not that every other blog is bad. anyway, yay back to your old room! mint green is a great colour. cya!!!
18 March 2004, Thursday at 4:07:05 am
I think love is one of the most confusing things ever. It doesn’t really make any sense, yet it’s so important.
I always contradict myself, too.
18 March 2004, Thursday at 10:52:25 am
hey fatima!!! you know your quote? and it said: "have you ever fallen in love with someone you never talk to?" and i was thinking: maannn, that’s how i am with M&M. haha. at least you finally found someone. while im left alone.
hey i wanna know something. do you know what happened to Becca’s site? I’m getting worried.
well. i gotta go. much love. and i’m so excited that roxxi is back!! i missed her!!
18 March 2004, Thursday at 11:00:08 am
‘te fatima!!ü mint green is so cuuutee.. hehe. and i dont wanna dissect na kahet ano.. ick talaga.ö hahaha. =p well, m happy my site’s up again.
take care!! mwah!
18 March 2004, Thursday at 12:58:24 pm
Lol whoa.. you just got me to think about the whole love thing hmmm thats really something. I guess its just meant to make like worth living hehe
18 March 2004, Thursday at 5:00:26 pm
oh wow this is a somehwat scary layout, but i likez it :D <3
19 March 2004, Friday at 1:52:25 am
ooo, mint green sounds nice =]
19 March 2004, Friday at 2:13:11 am
That’s a good comment about love. Love IS just a word. But then again, a heart without a scar is not a heart… OK, I’m getting philosophical!!
Anwyay, beautiful layout.
19 March 2004, Friday at 4:38:55 am
Hey.
I just wanted to say that your layout is very nice and that I hope your house looks nice soon! Mint green <3
19 March 2004, Friday at 6:38:47 am
ooooh you have to take pics of your room when it’s done. mint green, gosh I can see that now. how awesome
19 March 2004, Friday at 11:33:21 am
Love is indeed a contradiction. My room used to be mint green and a very light pink color.
19 March 2004, Friday at 12:19:37 pm
LOL about what you said about love… And hope your house will look pretty soon! And glad you get to move back into your old room!!
19 March 2004, Friday at 2:47:57 pm
Gosh fatima! I was shocked upon reading your blog regarding love.. sh*t, do you know that i feel the same way too? And i just blogged about love well actually its about myself and how i feel right now.. i just needed an outlet and i thought that writing my thoughts will suffice.. but actually not..i still feel …arrgghh.. hurt? I dont know.. i feel so crazy right now! hehehe… whatever… i hate what im feeling right now.. i really hate this.. AAARRRGGHHH!
19 March 2004, Friday at 3:37:25 pm
heyyy girl; long time no see huh.
i’ve almost forgot what is commenting.
girl, love is wonderful. it’s a feeling. someone said it’s an illness. i think it’s everything, because you go through everything with the person you love and care for. and you both feel the same. i think it’s beautiful, the best connection that could ever be.