30 July 2004, Friday
Sniff
[Life] I have a cold. *sigh.
[College] I finished enrolling all of the subjects I want to take next term. :D M-Rize and I will be moving sometime in September - probably during the term break. Emmy might join us so we can split the rent three ways. There are so many reasons why I have to move out of our house and the only thing that’s holding me back is my mom - I know she’s going to be really lonely. And I worry about her constantly. She had open-heart surgery a few years ago and we live in constant fear that she’ll develop some kind of complication or a totally different disease (which would be even worse). 
[Midheaven] Guess what?! Guess what?! I’m planning to work on a new layout. And I am getting nowhere fast. I might use my own drawings but… Anyway, I’ll post updates.
[Quote] “Love: Two minds without a single thought.” ~Philip Barry
30 July 2004, Friday at 10:44:27 pm
Faaattttimmmaaaa!
ah well… I guess I can in just over a year or so.
<3
Wow, I wish I could move out of my house
Hope you feel better soon *hugs*
I miss you
01 August 2004, Sunday at 12:15:41 pm
Ooh, hope you’ll feel better soon! And can’t wait for your new layout!!! ttyl!
01 August 2004, Sunday at 7:24:33 pm
Aww, I hope your cold gets better soon.
02 August 2004, Monday at 7:29:35 am
feel better soon!!! take lots of fluids!! my mom also had surgery a few years back, and when she just came home from the hospital, we worried about her 24/7 so i would know how you feel! and can’t wait for the new layout! YAY!
02 August 2004, Monday at 8:54:20 am
Awww… well I really hope that your cold gets better.
Thats good that you got the enrollment done though. I know some friends who have had real issues with that, so its nice to hear when someone doesn’t have any major issues. 
Good luck with the living situation too… hope your mom stays welll. :D
02 August 2004, Monday at 12:30:09 pm
i hope your code gets better soon. and good luck with moving out! i’m sure you mum will be ok
02 August 2004, Monday at 1:35:01 pm
=P I’m not moving out until after college. Mom told me I can’t. hahaha. I just have to split rent and everything with her and stuff. Pay for half the bills or something.. And then when I get a good job, and can move out after I get my degree, I will.
I’m going for Computer Programming. yay! =D
02 August 2004, Monday at 3:18:28 pm
I’m sure your Mom will be alright without ya and you can always visit her. Thats cool that you signed up for your classes. I just got mine recently.
02 August 2004, Monday at 7:17:28 pm
Fatima!!! Cant wait to see your new layout! Hmm its great that your parents allowed you to sorta "move out" of your house, because when i was in college, my mom’s so strict that she didnt want me to move out of the house (and yes even up to now! hehe)
02 August 2004, Monday at 9:27:41 pm
i have a cold too. i hate it as well. but hope you feel better. i like your layout though. hehe
02 August 2004, Monday at 10:20:49 pm
Oh. :blank: I hope your cold gets better! Wow, you moving out is so neat.
I want to move out too! ..Haha, as if I could. I don’t know about your mother, though… Perphaps you could call her everyday? I don’t know. 
Ah… Yay! New layout soon!
(Just wondering, how do you fix the smilies for Greymatter?)
Eternal hugs! *glomp*
03 August 2004, Tuesday at 7:01:50 am
That’s a tough situation..I hope things with moving work out =) And good luck with your new layout
03 August 2004, Tuesday at 9:25:04 am
aww, i hope you feel better fatima! and i hope & pray that the moving out thing will work out. i know how it feels to have a parent who had an open heart, my father had one too. and good luck with that new midheaven layout!!
03 August 2004, Tuesday at 2:10:29 pm
Moving…me and my mom just moved yesterday! We still have to unpack a LOT but still. Wow, moving…what a pain in the ass. lol. Yeah when I finally move out someday I’ll be worried about my mom too, for a few different reasons though. It’s very hard.
04 August 2004, Wednesday at 9:43:19 am
I hope everything goes okay when you move out. After this year at school I’ll most likely be moving out of my house and I’m so nervous about it.
Good luck with the new layout!
04 August 2004, Wednesday at 2:41:06 pm
Hope everything goes ok with your mom when you move out ! xoxo
05 August 2004, Thursday at 4:57:39 am
I’m starting college next year, orientation was a pain in the rear, but I can kinda relate on what you mean. Good luck with the move though!
05 August 2004, Thursday at 12:30:04 pm
Good luck with College, I hope it all works out ok. About your mom- I would be worried sick as well, especially when your mom had surgery, but you can’t let the hold down your future. College is something important, it will probably be hard on your mom, but i’m sure you can figure out a way so she’s happy, and you are too. or at least try. i hope the cold clears up.
05 August 2004, Thursday at 4:43:05 pm
hope you feel better soon! getting sick always sucks. hope your moving goes well.
can’t wait for the new layout!!
05 August 2004, Thursday at 6:18:40 pm
hey fatima thanks for the comment… sorry to hear that you’re sickbut hopefully you shall feel better soon (; hmm moving out eh? yea im moving out next year for college & sometimes i worry about my mom being alone (dad works all effin day till late).. but i guess we have to go ahead & lead our lives, right? its our time… make em proud. just make sure you keep tabs on her a lot.. im sure she will be ok (:
06 August 2004, Friday at 9:31:11 am
Hey there!! Thanks for the nice comments on my site by the way
Really great site ya have here
Wish ya the best in school/moving/etc 
Keep in touch k?
08 August 2004, Sunday at 10:12:34 am
Hey, don’t worry about you’re mom. Just let her know you’ll be there at a moment’s notice if she needs you. I wish I could move out. Lucky!
08 August 2004, Sunday at 4:28:58 pm
I had the same thing when my dad died… I really didnt want to leave my mum alone. But one day she just said to me "I know you think you have to stay here with me, but I dont want you to. I’d rather you sod off out the house so I can have it all too myself!"
Well, after that I stayed just to piss her off. Haha! Evil daughters unite! Or something… well… err… the moral of the story is, not to worry, cuz more than likely she’d rather you get out there and spread your wings.
Visiting her as much as you can is a must tho! She’d prolly skin you alive if you didnt. Be confident! You know she wants you to be happy.