04 December 2004, Saturday
I can’t believe the ways…
[Midheaven] I installed a NEW GUESTBOOK! So if you want to brighten up my day, please sign it! Arigato!
[Life] I’m feeling better. I’m still sad… but yeah, I’m getting there. Wherever that is. 
Prometheus
I would know my way around,
I shouldn’t miss you so badly,
I should be on familiar ground.
must meander by,
until I learn the lesson,
it does no good to cry.
must some people possess,
to be always looking forward,
to never accept regress.
to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place,
in this unfamiliar land.
for all the joys that once were mine,
I must accept that they and you,
belong to another place and time.
there’s a place where only you reside,
and when the pain of loneliness comes,
it knows that is where I hide.
I’m clinging to the past,
it’s mostly because I can’t yet accept,
that our love didn’t last.
I’ve yet to get over you,
for the part of me that’s still alive,
believes you love me too.
when that part will finally die,
and feeling strong with a heart reborn,
a new love I will finally try.
when I awaken to discover,
I’m happily learning a great new land,
with a great new friend and lover.
It looks like I really will spend Christmas in Washington State. We were supposed to have a family reunion during the holidays but I think my (immediate) family will be going to Thailand.
My right foot is still swollen and I can’t walk on it. I’ve been wearing an ankle brace for two days now! Aargh! 
[Shoutouts] Marine!!! I was so pleased when I checked my old number and saw your text message. Did you get my reply? Please text me @ +639224953525. Thanks, hun! I love ya!
[Quote] “Maybe getting over someone you’re in love with isn’t impossible. Unless, maybe you don’t actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it.” ~Felicity
08 December 2004, Wednesday at 8:30:54 pm
Awwww hunnie you sound… confused??? I hope that whatever it is you are going through, that it gets better *hugs* ttyl! hollie xoxo
11 December 2004, Saturday at 6:40:35 am
Hi, just thought I’d drop by. I haven’t been in touch for quite a while. =(
Awww….. Why’s Christmas this year so depressing? *hugs*
Just signed your gbook, btw. XD
11 December 2004, Saturday at 12:54:52 pm
i miss you. i’m glad you’re better now! uh hmm!!!! w0w cool, you’re going to spend kwissmas time in washington state?!! awww stop by the bay area of california so we can meet each other!! that would be the coolest!!!
im sorry about your swollen foot, i hope it gets better soon!!! OoOoOo! can i text you too?!?!?! that’d be cool!
well gotta go now, ateh fatima!! remember, i always love you! mwah!
11 December 2004, Saturday at 9:04:46 pm
I can see you’re someone who likes to play Ragnarok.. muwhahaha!!
I USED TO BE THAT TOO xD~ Anyway, the poem you posted was beautiful.. I can’t write materials like that.. I’m too amatuer.. 
Anyway, did you know that I got Pinoyhosting from you 
I just saw the big ad on your splash page and I bought one there 
Muwhahaha!! gonna sign you new gb now to brighten up your day. :D
15 December 2004, Wednesday at 2:12:37 am
"Maybe getting over someone you’re in love with isn’t impossible. Unless, maybe you don’t actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it." ~Felicity < <--- that is so true.. hahai fatfat.. I have lots to tell you. That "chapter" of my life is officially closed.
The worst if over now, and I can breathe again! :D
luv yah fatfat!!
15 December 2004, Wednesday at 2:17:56 am
*clings to her sweet Fatima*
I didn’t know you changed numbers!!!! *writes down the new one* I don’t think I ever got your reply *pouts* but you might have sent it at a time when our servers here in France were having problems…
I’ll text you tomorrow as soon as I can, I have to be careful not to wake you up at 2AM!
17 December 2004, Friday at 12:14:36 pm
Wow, what coincidence! Regarding your comment, I was going to write about exactly that, how I wish no one knew that I had a website so that I could just write what I want and not worry about what others will say. And yeah, Xanga or anything else just won’t do, so…
but it sounded confusing so I erased it. At least you know I feel the same. 
Anyway, good luck with your brace.