Hihi… I installed Alex King‘s Smilies plugin. I’m using the smilies from my old Greymatter blog.
I’ve been trying to contact my old dailies so I searched all the comments in my old blog and checked the commenters’ sites. I found a lot of dead links… It’s such a shame. Many of them were great web designers and had such interesting blogs. Anyway, I decided to read through my posts from the past year. I felt like I was reading someone else’s blog. I still have the same opinion on most of the things I talked about but..I didn’t recognize my voice. I guess that’s what happens when you don’t write for so long. If you’d like to read my old entries, you can find them here.
*sigh… My nine-year old cousin/goddaughter keeps reading over my shoulder. 
I keep telling her that it’s rude but she seems to think it’s funny. She only stops because she’s afraid of me. She has seen me get really angry. Hehe.. Good thing she doesn’t know that I really love kids. I try not to show it because she might become incredibly spoiled and bratty.
Okay, my siblings and I are very curious about The Lake House (starring Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock). I think I remember an old movie with a similar plot. If I remember correctly, the man and the woman exchanged letters by placing them in a bureau. The letters were sent back and forth, across centuries(?). If anyone knows this movie, please leave me a comment. I’ll be really grateful for the info. ^_^
Anyway, about The Lake House… I just can’t reconcile the fact that they’re living two years apart with the chances of them meeting each other even if they wait for each other at the exact same spot… I can’t explain it. It’s just so implausible… Although that possibility has crossed my mind before..it’s hard to digest. It gives you the idea that time overlaps. That maybe, some of the people we meet actually live in another time but not necessarily a different place. Wouldn’t that be chaotic? But then, that might explain how we can meet someone and never see them again..or run into someone everyday but never really notice them. Hmmn. 
I finished reading W.i.t.c.h. earlier – gaaaah! My cousin only left Issues 1-42 with me – I bought the 3 most recent issues for her but she’s still reading them – and she doesn’t have Issues 37-39. 
I want to know what happened to the Oracle! I really must find back issues of the series and start collecting them myself. And I really want to have the Cornelia & Caleb Special Issue. I guess..their story is something I can relate to. Argh! WHY didn’t I keep track of the series when I bought the first issue?!
CORNELIA & CALEB: THE BEGINNING OF A DREAM…
Cornelia:
In a soap bubble, lightly floating towards infinity. That is where I would like to be, so I wouldn’t be bound to hear a thing.
To lose myself into oblivion and to avoid regretting a fading past that, with all my being, I’d like to be my present and my future. It would almost be funny if it didn’t hurt so much, don’t you think?
To think that I, a girl with powers over earth, would dream of losing myself in nothingness.
Here I am writing the most difficult letter I’ve ever had to write, not knowing if I’d have the courage to mail it to you. That is exactly what I was missing: courage!
Do you remember our very first encounter in Meridian? There was so much sweetness in your embrace. You uttered, “You’re safe now!” I would like to hear you say those words again, with the same certainty. If only, for the last time, I could lose myself in the warmth of your embrace…Caleb:
Cold. So cold. My body and my heart shiver from the cold. I would have never imagined I’d feel so much! I miss you and I cannot tell you. Worst of all,
I cannot tell myself.
Why, why shouldn’t I feel these emotions?
Solitude makes me feel a deaf pain that not even the things in my past can soothe.
And whenever other feelings arise, like rage, I cannot find peace and I ask myself why US, why THIS WAY, why NEVER again.
“You made that choice alone!
Nobody asked me anything.”
You told me this with tears in your eyes. Now, if only I could convince myself that I was reasonable. If only I could silence the doubts that crowd my mind. If only, for one more time,
I could lose myself in the heaven of your eyes…
*sigh…
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It’s good to see you back, I was wondering what ever happened to you
And, I totally feel your pain with the youngin’ over your shoulder, my eight year old brother loves to do that to me too. I usually just pick him up and throw him around when he does that though. lol
I like this new site
thank you for your comment at my site!! Of course I remember you, it sucks though that someone bought the domain as soon as it expired
but I’m glad to see you’re back with a new domain!!
I was putting old (and i’m talking 2003) entries in my archive and I had a few good laughs reading back what I wrote 3 years ago. Sure I agree with most I wrote but it’s also kind of weird reading certain things
The sad thing is, I too found a lot of broken links. Such a shame because some of those sites were really interesting to read!
Anyway, glad you’re back
I’ll be checkin in more often!
Wow, you blog soo often that I don’t even have time to come by your site to read and comment!! Heheh.
Anyways… Yeah, I know what you mean about people’s sites… That’s how I was when I came back… Hmm… I think I took 3 or 4 months off, and when I came back, it was totally different! Hehe.
Hehe, I know a lot of little kids that are spoiled/bratty… That makes me not want any kids… I sort of like kids, yet, I don’t… Hehehe…
I was wondering where you and your site had gone to.
Anyways, welcome back to the blogging world! I’ve also been away for 6 weeks from blogging and web designing… and I guess starting the day after tomorrow I’ll be back writing up a new entry again… but it all depends.
About the W.I.T.C.H. thing… I like reading that comic series.
And you’re the same as me. I like Cornelia and Caleb’s relationship the best! Though right now, they’re not really “together” anymore… but what the heck, their’s the most dramatic! I can relate to that too… 
SHit.
I’ve seen a movie like that.
When I was in Manila. I date it 2003? or 2004.. Watched in on Star Movies International. So it’s a Chinese movie. Or could it be that I caught it on Arirang channel, meaning a Korean flick?
I can’t remeber exactly.. but the story goes like this.
Boy and girl communicates through a radio mathingy, you know the old times ‘Roger…’ ‘Over…’? That one. They decide to meet, but they both waited in vain. Reason?? They don’t live in the same year. Tey find out that the girl is from the past, and the guy in the year 2001. So it creeps them out at first but they continued to talk.
The girl tells him about her crush. Unfortunately, her crush and her bestfriend hooked up. And that it was the boy’s parents. Creeeeepy!!! He figured that out, and on a quest to meet the girl, he went to where she works, I think a professor now, and they just look at each other. The girl, obviously now that this day was coming.
Just imagine, having the idea that in the next few years, you will see this person. And in that time, you have been waiting for him for years, but for him, it was just yesterday. WEIRD!!
Sorry I forgot the title.
W.I.T.C.H. is SO addicting! I read the first few episodes a few years ago, but never got to read any more.. I wish I could though.
These smileys are really cute by the way
I can’t help but wish that I could meet someone I knew years ago by accident, I think it’d be so romantic/fun. You know, as in you lose touch with someone and then you run into them completely by accident! It’s already happened once to me, but I wasn’t very close with that person…
Hello Fatima! I like your smileys. Is that the Alex King plugin? Can i also install it in my blog? They’re really cute!!!
By the way, i have read your comment. It’s okay I perfectly understand. I mean Id been through hurts too and i was even at the verge of ending my life. I even became skeptic about love at some points in my life and I even argued to some people that love doesnt exist. But i guess i proved myself wrong over time. I’m so really happy that there is one God who doesnt leave us. He made everything happen for me (and I believe in my heart that He will made everything happen for you too!). And now am so happy. Honestly Im thinking that had I not experiece that past hurt (the one that caused me so much grief), I might have not met my “God’s Will” – the one Im with right now. And now, am really so very happy.
Take care always my friend 
I hate that a lot of the people I used to be friends with online seem to have disappeared. =( Some of them are findable.. if you search for their name + their old site name. Sometimes they mention that they used to have a site called ‘blah blah blah’ in a ‘history’ page. A lot of the time I don’t have much luck, though. Sigh.
I hate when most people do that.. especially when I’m typing a blog or something. I don’t mind so much if I’m just chatting on AIM.. I don’t know. I guess I do it to my boyfriend a lot too. Haha.
Of course I do remeber you
Gosh, I’m so happy to see you blogging again. Thanks for dropping by at my blog XD
i wanted to say i really like your site but then i read all about that movie and now i want to know the name of it because it sounds interesting.
I know what it feels like to have kids reading over your shoulder. My cousin’s kids would do it all the time when they were younger. I think they knew they weren’t supposed to…which would make them do it even more!
Hehe…I’m loving these smilies!
Thanks for stopping by my guestbook. I really appreciate it. And thanks a million for wanting to affiliate with me! I just added your link to my site. It’s great to meet lovely people on the Net. It’s been so long since I actually connected with people and I think that’s because I stopped designing websites for a while. Anyway, thanks again!
hey… so glad ur site is up and running, alive n kickin’
Hey sweetie
I love the smilies… especially this one: 
it reminds me of Veronica Mars. Haha. Don’t mind me.
A lot of people have stopped web designing and blogging. I just came back, actually. It’s really sad to see so many gone. Some of which are my closest friends on the Internet. I suppose its because we all just change and we can in an instant. and I’m starting to sound like a greeting card.. wahaha.
I don’t know the movie The Lake House but it seems interesting enough for me to try to watch it. I suppose I got curious about WITCH when it first came out but I soon after realized that it just wasn’t my type of thing, you know? I’m into murder, mystery.. you know like Veronica Mars? Haha. Okay, I’m obsessed!
See you around, dear! I love the layout :D
Hi Fatima! It’s Luccia! I’m so surprised to see that you don’t own midheaven.net anymore.
I’m sorry that someone took it before you could. Bastards.