Superman isn’t brave. You can’t be brave if you’re indestructible. It’s everyday people like me and you that are brave, knowing we can easily be defeated but still continuing forward. That’s TRUE bravery.

~Unknown

I have just realized that I haven’t introduced you to my alter ego, Anne. My friends refer to her as my “evil twin sister.” But she’s not exactly evil. She just does things that I, Fatima wouldn’t normally do. And before you all come to the conclusion that I’m psychotic, I can assure you that I’m not (hmmn… I think I’m mostly just neurotic. haha. j/k!). This is just an attempt to let you all see a different side of me. So watch out for Anne’s posts…

I’ve been busy playing TCGs again. hehe. That’s basically it. I’ve tweaked some pages around Moonlight Reverie and added a PHP code displaying the “Last Updated” info on some of the main pages. I’m trying to work around one of my webring codes because the XHTML won’t validate..I might just have to take that code off. BTW, what do you guys think of CuteNews? I’m a bit worried about that script. I heard that there are a lot of security risks.

Last night, I got REALLY mad. Someone ordered a DVD boxset from me and all of a sudden she just told me that she’s not sure if she’d still be getting it. See, I wouldn’t have gotten angry if the boxset didn’t have to be ordered from another country! I went through a whole lot of trouble just to get her that boxset and then she tells me that she was really looking for a VCD boxset. She kept insisting that I never told her it was a DVD boxset - the nerve! If she actually paid attention to my listings, she’d know that we DON’T sell VCDs. We only sell original DVD boxsets. If I knew her personally, I’d make her life miserable! I’d make sure no one would ever take an order from her again. But then I don’t..besides, that’s Anne talking. I’m too nice to do something like that. Gaaaah! Sometimes I just hate myself immensely. Why can’t I be mean enough to do stuff like that to people who deserve it? I really, really HATE irresponsible and unreliable buyers. She not only wasted my time AND load, she’ll be wasting my hard-earned money. And to tell you the truth, I’m practically broke right now. Plus, I still need to pay for my hosting bill and domain registration AND set aside spending money for when I’m back in school - if I go back to school. It all depends on if we can still pay for my tuition. If not, well..I might just have to reconcile myself with being stuck in Psychology.

Moment of truth. Okay, it’s not now..or even later. I’ll find out if I passed the entrance exam on Monday. Pray for me?

I think we’re okay now. I still don’t trust him and I’m afraid I never will again but..at least we’re still friends. I dunno… I guess we’re not really friends - at least, I don’t think so. I just don’t feel comfortable around him anymore. Friends are supposed to enjoy each other’s company but I don’t even like being near him at all. It’s true what Je said: “There’s a reason why exes are exes.” AND why they should stay exes. I think he’s still immature. AND selfish. Ugh. I hate guys.

All a girl really needs is a guy, just one guy, who’s man enough to prove to her that not all men are the same.

~Unknown

He called the other day (I’m talking about someone else here) but I wasn’t able to answer his calls. I’m not sure what’s going on between us anymore. We haven’t talked in months! And I doubt he even misses me anymore. Out of sight, out of mind. And he has his friends. He‘ll probably forget about me soon enough.

I miss him so much… *sob.

I wonder if I’ll ever find someone who loves me as much as he did… Maybe I’m doomed to find love over and over again but never be able to be with the person I love. Love sucks.

First of all, thank you so much for the 15 comments!!! I miss the days when I used to get 30 or more comments on each entry. haha. I dunno… I just like hearing other people’s thoughts. Sarah, I’ve missed you! It’s okay, I know you’re really busy. Thank you for commenting! I really appreciate it. *gulp* I feel really bad about the long-overdue email. I’ve started writing it a couple of times but I just don’t know where to start. I’ll finish that email eventually - I’m challenging myself to finish it before our birthdays! Chau, I think I’ll try both ways, hehe. Just to make sure. And don’t worry about it, it’s no problem. Sorry for the delay though! I’ll get to it as soon as I can. Cherrie, thank you dear! I took your advice. We talked, not exactly a heart-to-heart but enough to make him understand that I can’t give him anything more than friendship. Lindsey, oh, it’s so good to hear from you hun! I’ve missed you. Thank you! Ate Ems, yup! I’m planning to take up another course. Thank you! Trixie, haha..I know! It’s nice to think that “money can’t buy happiness” but sometimes, I think it can. But that kind of happiness is fleeting. But I’m digressing. haha. Anyway, lucky you! I want to marry for love…but I’m afraid that I won’t be able to. *sigh… One of the things on my “Before I Die” List: Find the guy who’d be worth the trouble of getting married. Tee, thank you! I hope you’ll visit Anecdotage often! Snez, haha! Belated Happy Easter! Yep, you’re absolutely right! LOVE SUCKS! Hannah, I thought he’d actually matured… I guess I was wrong. I don’t want to generalize but he’s just like everyone else. I have yet to meet a guy who knows how to treat a girl right. Amy, those are GREAT ideas! I’ll tell my best friend and my sister about them. I have a lot of things I want to blog about but I just haven’t gotten the time to sit down and start writing. I guess the reason I want to go back to school as soon as I can is because I’m afraid of losing more time. I’m so afraid of getting stuck doing something I don’t really love because I’ve seen it happen to so many people. Rach, were you able to find a four-leaf clover? Oh, I do hope you’ll come by Anecdotage when you can! Hmmn… “Change is the only permanent thing in this world.” Sandra, thank you! Deanna, yep! CHEATERS SUCK! Gaaaaah! I wasn’t able to use your link for TextLinkAds. I’m really sorry! I’ll try to get my friends who own sites to use your link if they decide to sign up. Ai, thank you! Belated Happy Easter! Chette, thank you for applying to become affiliates with my Lee Da-Hae fanlisting! Waaaaaah! You’re the owner of the Lee Ji-Hoon fanlisting? Gaaaah! I MUST join! I thought I already had..*sweatdrop*