Looking Ahead
Feb29
HAPPY LEAP DAY!!!
The reason it’s so hard being friends with old boyfriends is that old feelings resurface — good or bad, it doesn’t really matter. It just becomes awkward. *Note: In case any of you who know me offline start wondering who I’m talking about, I am NOT talking about anyone in particular. I just had a realization.
Everything that’s been happening lately seems so surreal. It feels a bit like everything’s falling into place but not quite — Maybe it’s just me… I’m holding back, as always. But I know for sure that I’m finally looking ahead…moving on, as others might say. Let’s just say that I’m ready for what the future holds for me.
I had an odd conversation with my mom earlier and she told me to “follow my heart.” Then I got an email from one of my closest friends and she told me the same thing. I found it a bit funny.
“Whoever you are, or whatever it is that you do, when you really want something, it’s because that desire originated in the soul of the universe. It’s your mission on earth. The Soul of the World is nourished by people’s happiness. And also by unhappiness, envy, and jealousy. To realize one’s Personal Legend is a person’s only real obligation. All things are one. And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”
~The Alchemist, by Paulo Coelho
He’s doing better and the doctor said he can go home on the 12th (Tuesday). To tell you the truth, I’m not looking forward to it. My dad is a terrible patient.





