Transient Dreams

Let the light pierce through the darkness Close all old accounts, turn a new leaf Re-learn that old lesson of friendship Kill nor be killed, settle for lessening Amidst us of this fossilized hatred

Transient Dreams

glimpses of life… silence and chaos; laughter and tears…

Perhaps that time has not come yet when our, Gods would listen to the beats in our hearts, peace and happiness spread their glow, perhaps we would have to force Mother Time?.

Organized Clutter

I’ve been meaning to blog but I’m swamped with schoolwork. I had to attend two ORDEV-B-accredited activities last Thursday then I had a make-up class yesterday (Friday). Only four of us showed up — well, six actually..but the last two showed up right after our professor had already left, they ran into him on his way to the elevators and they said he seemed pretty annoyed.

I have to work on a plate for DESNCON this weekend — a sustaining ad for a product (I can’t reveal what it is because we’re using it for another class), it has to be rendered full-color on a 10″x15″ illustration board. I’ll probably work on the project for my DESKPUB class first. I need to make 2 design studies each for a newspaper and magazine ad.

Then I have to revise some stuff for PROFES1 AND attend one more ORDEV-B-accredited activity and write the reflection papers so I’ll have one less course to worry about.

Good news: All of the courses I enlisted for next term have just been approved by my academic adviser.

I’ve been cleaning my room..throwing stuff out. I’m probably going to clear out my bookshelves soon. I found an old scrapbook I’d almost forgotten about — from three years ago. I ended up tearing off the pages… I can’t believe I’d accumulated so many receipts — saw so many movies, watched so many plays, ate at so many different places in the span of one year. Did I really go out that much? haha. I felt like I was looking through the memories of a different person. I’ve always been a homebody..but I guess that year was a time for many firsts. I think I’m back to being a homebody now though… I mean, I still go out but most of the time, I stay home even when I don’t really have anything to do. There’s so much going on in my life… Beh isn’t around anymore and it’s sad because there was a time when she was the only one I could talk to about these things. At least now I know who my real friends are.

I read through the comments on the entries I posted when I was contemplating life after college. The ones left by Chans and by Charlene really struck me. Remember I said that I’ve been thinking about not going back to school next term? I think I’m going to stay in school, at least for a few more terms. There’s someone in my life who makes me really happy..and he reinforces my sense of purpose, something I think I was starting to lose again. I feel so blessed to have Jim in my life…

15 Mar 08 | Tags: artwork, contemplating life, DESKPUB, DESNCON, friends, Jim, ORDEV-B, PROFES1, redecorating, schoolwork
| Life, Relationships, School

4 Responses to “Organized Clutter”

Simply Precious | March 16th, 2008 at 12:22:50 am

Woah, good luck with the plate…

Congrats on getting your classes approved! =)

Hehe about all of the stuff you’ve kept, and going out and all that. I keep a lot of stuff also, but I’m SURE I don’t go out as much as you! Hehe…

But wow, ok, good luck with school, then!!
snez | March 16th, 2008 at 9:02:17 am

good to hear your courses have been approved I’m starting to think about what I can do with at uni once I decide to go… all my friends are at uni now… i feel so left out
Autumn Rain | March 17th, 2008 at 1:30:14 am

Congratulations on your courses being approved. I’m sure you will do very well this term. Ahh you hit memory lane with that scrapbook. I never knew how much I had until the day I found mine, full of memory and a person who was. That is what all that is. I too am a homebody, but at this point in my life I am embarking on doing more on the outside world. I don’t go out much either but it’s not too bad, then again there comes a time when you want to go out into the world and live.
Jim seems like a wonderful guy for you. My husband Tim is like that, he encourages me and makes me feel good about my choices and stands by me in all I do. A true blessing.
I feel you have tons of potential and you seem to have a wonderful heart and a great head on your sholdurs. Go out there and finish school. Learn and live each day and be reminded of how blessed you truly are.
yeye | March 21st, 2008 at 12:25:25 pm

one more ordev activity and we’re done! *hopefully*

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