I woke up way before everyone else1 because my right eye was watering — meaning tears are dropping freely from it and my shirt is soaked because I can’t seem to stop it.
Since I can’t find my eye drops, I now have the sniffles — which, in some ways, is actually worse than a full-blown cold! This really does remind me of “Chinese water torture” – more of a psychological than physical discomfort.
I am typing this post with one good eye and one extremely blurry, annoyingly wet eye but I need to write it now because I’ll be out for most of the day with my mom and I know that by the time I get home, I’ll either be too tired or have plurked my way out of blogging.
So…things have been kind of busy around here. But most of my free time2 has been spent reading. I’m planning to read the entire Dragonriders of Pern series and I’ve almost finished Moreta: Dragonlady of Pern (7th). I’ll probably start Dragonsdawn (9th; 1st chronologically — I’ve already read Nerilka’s Story, the 8th book) tonight. I’m still missing about 15 books so if you have a few $ to spare, feel free to donate to my book fund:
Now excuse me while I blow my nose.
… . . .
My mom handed me eucalyptus tissues and I think it’s going to irritate my poor sensitive nose. I need unscented ones!!! *shakes fist* Our housekeeper commented that my right eye is all puffy..I am NOT crying! — Well, she must think it’s weird that I’m walking around with tears falling from just one eye like water from a leaky faucet.
I had something interesting to say…but the constant sniffling is getting to me so I’m just going to write about some of Ashley’s thoughts:
- Shit, I’m 21?
I think that everyday. LOL. - I’m afraid that I won’t accomplish something beautiful while I’m young, and that when I finally do I’ll be too old for it to be spectacular
This crosses my mind very often..but I like to think that you’re only as old as you fancy yourself to be. But it really doesn’t matter how old you are, as long as you make everything you do count. - Home is lonely when you’re an insomniac and the rest of your family falls asleep at 9
I think that’s one of the reasons I can never live without a dog. Sammy makes me feel like I’m never alone, even when he’s asleep — because he gets up the minute he hears me move even the slightest bit.
- I need to stay away from the internet… sometimes it’s way too good at reminding me about things that are sad.
It makes me feel utterly alone sometimes. I’m constantly reminded of how far away and/or busy my friends are. It’s hard bridging the gap between geography and lifestyle. - I need to listen to more music
Yes, outside of TV or film scores. - I need to read more
I’m working on this.
- I need to write more
I WILL work on this. - I need to worry less
If you succeed, please tell me how.
Well, I should get ready.
I’m not so sure about today and the next two days but I know Friday is going to be interesting. My brother is going to Boracay for the weekend on a company outing and my mom and I get to drive him to the airport at 3 in the morning.





