Before anything else, I’d like to say that I love my life and I wouldn’t trade one bit of it for anything I had in the past. 
asked me if I felt any older after my birthday. I told him I didn’t but I thought about it again…
I suppose I do feel older somehow. 
Mostly because I’ve learned more about life and how things work but also because I’ve accepted the fact that even if I’d known these things before, I probably would have made the same mistakes — which isn’t so bad because I look at who I am now and I know I’ve become a really good person.
There was a time when I felt like I wasn’t doing anything good with my life; like I had no direction whatsoever. I felt like I was just taking up space. But my attitude towards life has changed a lot since then. Young people always think they’re invincible — like they’re going to live forever — but over the years, I’ve become increasingly aware of human mortality. I like to think that I’m living the life I want, doing what I want to do, and making sure I’m doing everything necessary to accomplish my goals. But I also know that doesn’t really make me better than other people, it’s just that I try harder.
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I really couldn’t ask for anything more… 2. Because he gave me the best birthday gift I’ve ever received!
Maybe we accept the dream has become a nightmare. We tell ourselves that reality is better. We convince ourselves it’s better that we never dream at all. But the strongest of us, the most determined of us, holds on to the dream or we find ourselves faced with a fresh dream we never considered. We wake to find ourselves, against all odds, feeling hopeful. And, if we’re lucky, we realize in the face of everything, in the face of life the true dream is being able to dream at all. 
Midheaven.org has been experiencing some downtime. I don’t know what’s going on because my host still hasn’t replied but the sites seem to be running fine now. Maybe they were just doing some maintenance. The problem is, the forms aren’t working. I’m sure it’ll be fixed soon though. In the meantime, you know my email. hehe. Feel free to send me messages anytime – don’t expect an immediate reply though. I’m still quite busy catching up on stuff. I still have to update the group one and two games over at 
I turned 20 last Sunday! Yep, my birthday was on the 6th of May. Gaaaah! I can’t believe I’m getting older. Thank you to all the wonderful people who remembered. I love you guys! 
You really made my day. My party was okay. I made potato salad for my best friend Beh. My aunt, who’s a wonderful cook, loved it so I think that says a lot! Too bad Nin couldn’t come. I think he would have loved it too. hehe. The three of us (Beh, Nin and I) are HUGE fans of potato salad. Anyway, it was more like a children’s party – lots of kids running around and screaming. haha. But it was fun. I’m glad I got to spend some time with my cousins again..besides, I love kids. ♥
Thank you for the 19 comments! I think that’s a new record for this blog. I’ll return them as soon as I can. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
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