[Christmas] My Christmas was okay. Same as the past few years. Dinner wasn’t anything remarkable. We had a party two days before so… that was enough. Our plans fell through. My dad didn’t want me to travel alone. He never told me directly but he kept putting everything off. Go figure. And you’re probably aware of the Asian tsunami so we won’t be going to Thailand either.
{Life] I’ve met a lot of new people in the span of three weeks. I find it really… interesting. Just when I don’t really want to be around people, they just seem to keep popping out everywhere. I don’t go out much though. Most of the time, they really have to browbeat me into getting out of the house. I just sit in front of the computer and play Priston Tale for the whole day… usually well into the night. So if you want to find me, get on Alpha (AWELL) and whisper to Aislinn. My character is from the Priestess class of the Morion tribe, currently with the title of Bishop (3rd job, I just completed my 2nd rank-up quest). So… I have to go. I’m going to check if my big bro (on PT) is online. Talk to you all soon! Fastest way to contact me: text/call my mobile (+639224953525) or call my landline.
[Priston Tale Screen Captures]
[Q&A]
Raph: Where did you get the question box script? :/
Hi Raph! I got it from Response-O-Matic.com.
[Life] Finals are over! I’m free!!! At least for the next two weeks… ^_^; I’ll be spending most of my waking hours in front of the computer, leveling up my character in Priston Tale OR training at the Archery Center. I want to be ready in time for the tournament in January!
[Holidays] Plans have changed. I might not spend the holidays in Washington State. I’ll be off visiting Thailand after Christmas and be back in time for New Year’s Eve! *sigh… But I really wanted to see my grandparents… and spend a couple of hours in Naruto. Oh well… We’ll see. Things aren’t final yet.
Is There Something
Christopher Cross
Lately I see clouds of sorrow in your eyes
Some deep sadness you can never quite disguise
Now I’m scared to ask what it’s leading to
But I’m more afraid of not asking you
Is there something that you want to tell me?
Is there something that I ought to know?
Are we something that’s still worth fighting for
Or should I simply let you go?
Is there something I can do to reach you?
Are we something more than history?
I’ll find some way to convince you to stay
If you just tell me honestly
Is there something left of you and me?
You’ve got secrets you’ve been keeping for too long
And I’m going crazy acting like there’s nothing wrong
I can taste the truth every time we kiss
And I can’t go on
At least not like this
Is there something that you want to tell me?
Is there something that I ought to know?
Are we something that’s still worth fighting for
Or should I simply let you go?
Is there something I can do to reach you?
Are we something more than history?
I’ll find some way to convince you to stay
If you just tell me honestly
Is there something left of you and me?
I don’t want to lose you
But what’s the use of holding on?
I don’t really have you
If the feeling’s gone
Is there something I can do to reach you?
Are we something more than history?
If there’s no way to convince you to stay
And be the way we used to be
Then there’s something that I want to tell you
And I want you to believe it’s true
We had something that I’ll never forget
Even if I wanted to
‘Cause part of me will always be with you…
04 December 2004, Saturday
[Midheaven] I installed a NEW GUESTBOOK! So if you want to brighten up my day, please sign it! Arigato!
[Life] I’m feeling better. I’m still sad… but yeah, I’m getting there. Wherever that is. 
Terra Incognizant
Prometheus
You would think by now,
I would know my way around,
I shouldn’t miss you so badly,
I should be on familiar ground.
How many more lonely years,
must meander by,
until I learn the lesson,
it does no good to cry.
What manner of iron will,
must some people possess,
to be always looking forward,
to never accept regress.
Perhaps if I was willing,
to let someone take me by the hand,
they could show me a happy place,
in this unfamiliar land.
Perhaps I’m only homesick,
for all the joys that once were mine,
I must accept that they and you,
belong to another place and time.
But I know that deep within my heart,
there’s a place where only you reside,
and when the pain of loneliness comes,
it knows that is where I hide.
So if sometimes it seems to you,
I’m clinging to the past,
it’s mostly because I can’t yet accept,
that our love didn’t last.
No matter how hard I try,
I’ve yet to get over you,
for the part of me that’s still alive,
believes you love me too.
Maybe there will come a day,
when that part will finally die,
and feeling strong with a heart reborn,
a new love I will finally try.
And what a splendid day that will be,
when I awaken to discover,
I’m happily learning a great new land,
with a great new friend and lover.
It looks like I really will spend Christmas in Washington State. We were supposed to have a family reunion during the holidays but I think my (immediate) family will be going to Thailand.
My right foot is still swollen and I can’t walk on it. I’ve been wearing an ankle brace for two days now! Aargh! 
[Shoutouts] Marine!!! I was so pleased when I checked my old number and saw your text message. Did you get my reply? Please text me @ +639224953525. Thanks, hun! I love ya!
[Quote] “Maybe getting over someone you’re in love with isn’t impossible. Unless, maybe you don’t actually get over it. Maybe you just learn to live with it.” ~Felicity
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