Well, you guessed it. I haven’t been in the mood to blog.

*sigh… I’ve been crying on and off. I’m having a hard time coping with the stuff that’s been happening in my life. Sometimes I feel like it’s more than I can bear. But they always tell me that God wouldn’t give us something we can’t handle. Maybe that’s true. But right now… I just want to crawl under my blankets, hug my pillows, and sleep until there’s nothing left to cry over.

My grandmother’s doctor wouldn’t let her travel. She didn’t get to come home for the funeral. I was a bit..shocked (I was trying to find a word that was a little less strong) by how fast it all went. Maybe that’s because I was only able to go to the wake once. To tell the truth, the times I cried, I wasn’t just crying because we lost him. I was crying for other things..people..I’ve lost..and things I’m losing. I can’t delve deeper into this yet. It hurts too much.

I might start posting password-protected entries. I will send the password to people I trust (online and offline). Otherwise, contact me (email, IM, SMS, sign my guestbook, etc.) and request it. Don’t worry if you can’t read the protected entries because they will mostly be about the same things in the public entries but with more details. So if you can’t understand something I’ve posted, you’ll probably find more info about it in the protected entries.

I went to see X-Men: The Last Stand with my sister last Sunday. I loved it! To those of you haven’t seen it yet, be sure to stay until the credits finish rolling. For those of you who’ve seen it but didn’t stay until the end..hehe. :devious:

What else has been happening… Hmmn… I’ll be moving back to the dorm on Monday. And I’m going to start job-hunting (for my Practicum/OJT) soon… The girls (two of my closest college friends who are also my dormmates) are sleeping over this Friday – that’s something to look forward to. :)

Anyway, I’ll post more when I can.

:music: Love’s Light by Vertical Horizon